weight-growing rapidly
cigarettes-1 (I am very poor)
mood-unpleasant
bank account- dwindling.
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Another day of my life consumed by boredom and sleepy moping.
I know, how melodramatic, as it is only noon currently.
So far my phone has only rung to inquire about calculators. (Mother)
Sadly it was not a happy business man saying, "Hey, you want a job?"
Not even a dear friend or tolerable acquaintance asking me to swim in the river or photograph them.
And yes, I am very aware of how ridiculous I am.
I can't go fill out applications for minimum wage employment because I currently hate my fading orange-red-brown "Malaysian cherry" hair. I can't bear to look in the mirror because my hideously fatter-than-it-was body repulses me.
How can I withstand the degradation of job hunting in this fragile frame of mind?
Isn't that a bit much to ask?
So instead I reread an awful piece of literature which I am too ashamed to acknowledge, and ate Nick's entire carton of Ben and Jerry's icecream.
"Mission to Marzipan"
It was very delectable but leaves a strange aftertaste in my mouth.
So here I am in the doldrums. There are so many things to be done, but no motivation.
And not even a pack of smokes.
2 comments:
Aww Ariel, you're always beautiful and have way skinnier pants than I.
And I would love to swim in the river with you, but my parents took my damn car away again because they hate me.
BUT TONIGHT WILL BE WUNDERBAR!
For it is anime night. And when anime night rolls around, you know damn well that life is good. Oh-so Japanese and oh-so good.
I look forward to pronouncing names during the credit sequence.
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